Natalie and Neil everything they could want: a stylish London house, two high-flying careers, a close-knit group of friends and family. And best of all: an ideal marriage. Having children, they’ve agreed, would only disrupt their carefree lives.

But then Neil turns thirty-five, and suddenly he’s longing for a baby. However, Nat has not had a similar change of heart.

As they no longer agree on this fundamental issue, their once perfect relationship starts to crumble. Nat starts to think about her exes and wonders if one of the men she has loved in the past can offer her a future, or by looking over her shoulder is she simply going to trip up?

Number One bestseller Adele Parks asks the ultimate ‘what if’ question in this insightful, smart, funny novel about revisiting your past…Sunday Times

Praise for :Men I’ve Loved Before

Daily Express‘A fabulous mix of comedy, real life and emotional depth’

Woman & Home‘A wicked pleasure’

Closer‘Observant, sensitive and we like this a lot!’

Heat‘A dazzling novel full of emotional set-pieces and real insight into relationships between men and women… This is Parks at her best’

Daily Mirror‘She is a particularly acute observer of relationship ups and downs, and her stories are always as insightful as they are entertaining’

Praise for Adele Parks:

Lisa Jewell‘Adele Parks never takes her foot off the gas, every book is tighter, faster, better than the last’

Marian Keyes'Gripping, moving and elegantly written'

Lucy Foley‘Brilliantly twisty… but is also so insightful about human nature. A triumph’

T.M. Logan‘A compelling take on one of those “what if” scenarios that we’ve all wondered about. Addictive, provocative and thoroughly relatable… brilliantly crafted’

Jane Fallon‘An absolute joy’

Ruth Jones‘As ever, Adele Parks does not disappoint – you’ll love it’

What if The One was actually the one that got away? A riveting story of love and the paradox of choice from the No. 1 bestselling author of , , and .Sunday TimesLies Lies LiesJust My LuckBoth Of You